grinding insantity, I want..to kill the underlying peace, come to me, kiss me your way..that you always did..in the lying and stealing composure you wear so well. Bleeding over me..
bleeding over me..bleeding over me..lifeless daylight feels so cold.
make my armor out of paper...just so you can wet me down, just a little bit of, just a little bit of..your indefinite touch, takes it off, throws it down, throw me down.
I feel nothing in here..I feel everything out there, trying to hide what is so true to me from everyone else..FROM EVERYONE ELSE...
beautiful images sprint through my head, beautiful anguish hits me with a force so un used.
I am a abused, I am rutheless, you take me with this cutless you drag it up, and bring it down.... OVER AND OVER across my spine. The memory won't fade..the memory won't fade.
THE MEMORY WONT FADE.
can you hear it now...does it..break you now.

it broke me.